Chapter Thirty-Three

Jaiden's heart felt crushed upon hearing Michael's words. How could he possibly think she didn't want to kiss him? Why would he think she found anything about him repulsive?

As he sat in the dark spot in the room, Michael looked like a lost little boy. He looked sad and scared and Jaiden couldn't understand how they could go from passionately kissing one minute, to awkward silence the next.
Jaiden asked Michael if he'd sit at the end of the bed instead so she could sit beside him. She asked him what the heck he was talking about, but instead of answering, he stared at the floor. She took a deep breath and walked over to sit beside him.
She looked at the side of his face and wondered what thoughts were in his mind at that moment.

Jaiden reached out her hand and took Michael's hand into her own.

"Michael, to answer your question, no I find absolutely nothing about you repulsive." she said.
"How could I? You're the sweetest and most sensitive man I've met in a long time."



Michael lifted his head and turned to look at her. His eyes were full of sadness and Jaiden knew he still had a lot to say.


"I sometimes feel like you don't want me. I feel like you've been pulling away. It's like you want to kiss me at first and then suddenly you get turned off and you stop and make up some excuse."Michael began.
"Even on the phone. I complimented you and you ended the conversation."


He looked back down at the floor again.


"That's not true. I do want to kiss you. I do want to be close with you, Michael. And when you compliment me, it's wonderful because I know you mean it." Jaiden spoke quietly.


"Are you sure?" asked Michael.



"Of course I am." Jaiden replied.



"Then why do you keep stopping me?" Michael almost sounded annoyed.



"Michael, what do you mean 'why do I keep stopping you'? Do you mean when I break our kiss or when I change the subject when things become....you know...." Jaiden asked.



"That's exactly what I mean." Michael said.



Jaiden shook her head in disbelief.
"Uhm...wasn't it you who wanted things this way?" she asked.



"What way?" Michael questioned.



Jaiden got up and stood in front of Michael.
"What way?! Are you serious? You wanted to take things slower. You wanted to not have sex again until you were sure our relationship was not based purely on physical attraction. You said it was alright to kiss each other, but when we do, we BOTH have trouble stopping." Jaiden said.
"Don't you think I'd rather not stop? Because trust me, Michael, I'd much rather be making love to you right now and have sweat pouring off me than be having this ridiculous conversation."



Michael's eyes widened as he listened to Jaiden. Oh my God. She was right. It WAS his idea and he was the one making it difficult by hitting on her and touching her and kissing her. Why hadn't he thought of that?

He stood and faced her.
"I'm sorry." he said.
"I don't know why I was thinking the way I was."



"I don't either." Jaiden said as she stood with her arms folded across her chest.



"Jaiden, please forgive me for being really stupid about this." Michael said and put his hands on her hips.


She looked at him and spoke.
"I don't know why you are so insecure. How could anyone find you repulsive? I mean, repulsive? Isn't that sort of a strong word to use?" Jaiden asked.



"I don't think so." Michael said softly.



Jaiden's heart lurched. She unfolded her arms and placed her hands on either side of Michael's face.



"You are the most beautiful man I have ever seen in my twenty three years of life." she said.
"I've never seen anyone more divinely attractive. No one has ever made my knees feel like jelly. No man has ever made my heart physically hurt because I miss him so much. No one has ever looked me so deeply in my eyes and told me things and had me instantly believe in the sincerity of the words. Michael, there has never been anyone like you." Jaiden's life quivered as tears formed in her eyes.


She meant everything she said and felt everything she said deep into her core.



Michael's eyes began to wet with his own tears. He had never had a woman tell him anything like that. He wasn't sure how to respond. His heart ached and his body filled with a gentle warmth.
The way Jaiden was so softly and gently holding his face made him feel so safe. How could he possibly ever question that only physical attraction would exist between them?


Michael moved his hand up from Jaiden's hip and with his fingers, he wiped away her tears. He looked into her dark eyes and inched his face closer to hers. closing his eyes, he felt his lips touch Jaiden's. He didn't kiss her, he just brushed his lips against hers....and waited.


Jaiden's heart raced as the unexpected touch of Michael's mouth sent a glorious feeling into her body. She didn't know what to do. Should she kiss him? What was he wanting to do? Jaiden opened her eyes and looked at Michael whose eyes were still closed. He looked almost frozen in time. His mouth was just inches from hers. It was slightly open and moist and so incredibly inviting.



Jaiden decided to lean in. She kept her eyes open as she let her mouth brush against Michael's. She then let her tongue run along his bottom lip. She moved her tongue slowly along his lip and then let her mouth cover his. Jaiden felt Michael quickly inhale like he had felt a mild jolt of electricity.
Jaiden's tongue played with Michael's... it slid along side it and over it and under it. She closed her eyes and let her kiss deepen as she pressed her mouth harder against his.
Her hands still cupping his face, she tilted her head and deeply kissed him. She began to feel his response as his tongue moved along hers and his hands were now on either side of her waist.
Michael's hands were large. Jaiden loved how they felt on her body. She longed to have them touching her flesh. The intensity of their kiss increased as Michael pulled Jaiden's body forward and began to push his body into hers. A small moan escaped Jaiden's lips and found its way into Michael's mouth.
He moved his lips from her mouth to her jawline and moved his hands up to her ribs and then up until his thumbs were right under her breasts.
With one slow movement, his thumbs moved further up and rubbed through Jaiden's shirt and across her nipples.



Instant throbbing began in between Jaiden's thighs and her nipples began to harden and push against her bra and shirt.
Michael's mouth moved don to Jaiden's neck and then to her ear where she could feel and hear his breathing increasing. He began to let his tongue lick her earlobe and then down her neck...He left a slight trail of saliva with his tongue and it was driving Jaiden insane.
Michael's wet mouth moved back over to hers and began to devour it.
He kissed her with such passion, that she was beginning to lose her breath. Then he slowly broke their kiss and looked at her; his dark, brown eyes seemed darker and they were still moist from his tears.



"Jaiden...you don't understand. What you said to me, I felt it. I could feel that you meant it. I know that you meant it." he said.



"Yes. I do mean it, Michael." Jaiden said with a soft smile.
"With all my heart."




Michael looked down into her eyes.
"I know. And I know something else too. I know it and I fell it. ....I know I want to make love to you." he said as Jaiden's eyes began to well up with tears once more.


"Let me make love to you, Jaiden."

Michael cupped her face and leaned in to kiss her. He saw her eyes close and felt her body move closer to his. He felt her tongue find his and with that, he closed his eyes and melted into their kiss.
Michael's mouth wanted her. His body wanted her. His mind wanted her. But most importantly, his heart wanted her.


The heat of the late afternoon sun beamed through the windows to Jaiden's room, but even the sun's rays weren't as hot as the intense heat between Michael and Jaiden.
Michael reached down and began to undo the loose knot which held Jaiden's hoodie around her waist. He pulled it off her and dropped it to the floor.
He and Jaiden stood kissing --each wearing jeans and a casual white t-shirt and each fumbling with the others pants button.



Once Michael had Jaiden's jeans undone, he began to unzip them. His hands reached around the back of her and he lowered them down the back of her jeans and held onto her buttocks. He squeezed Jaiden's ass and placed hot kisses up and down her neck as he did.
Jaiden's fingers were shaking as she undid the button on Michael's jeans. She could barely concentrate with his mouth on her throat and his hands down the back of her jeans.
With the button undone, she pulled down the zipper, but didn't want to take off his pants....yet.

Instead, she felt the front of his jeans. To her delight, she felt a hard lump which she very gently squeezed with one hand, while moving her other hand around to cup Michael's rear.
Feeling Jaiden's hands on him made Michael groan a deep groan as his mouth found Jaiden's once again. He spoke between kisses...

"I've wanted this. I wanted you. God, do you know how hard it's been to not knock at your door in the middle of the night?" he said.


Jaiden's words back to Michael were muffled slightly as he kept kissing her, barely giving her a chance to speak.

"Yes I know how hard it's been. I've been feeling it too, Michael." she managed to say.
"But now we can just 'feel', Michael. Just go with the feeling..." she kissed him and spoke some more, her hands caressing the front of his jeans.
"No holding back. You can do what you've been wanting. We can both have what we've been craving. We don't have to stop..." she said and then moved her mouth away and stared at him with her smoldering eyes.
"Don't stop, Michael."


With that, she took both her hands and put them down the back of Michael's jeans and pushed his body against hers. She then moved her hands up to his face and held his face gently.

"Make love to me, Michael." she said quietly.


Michael's hands were still firmly on Jaiden's buttocks as he began to grin his body into hers. His hips moved in a circular forward and backward movement that was sending electric shocks through Jaiden's lower half.
Their kisses were deep and long as they sucked on each others tongue and lips.
Their breathing was heavy as Michael worked his rhythmic magic on Jaiden through their layers of clothing.
Michael began to pull down Jaiden's jeans, signalling to Jaiden to do the same for him. They each stepped out of their shoes and socks just before their jeans hit the floor.
Jaiden pulled Michael's shirt up and over his head and stared at the beautiful man standing in front of her.
Jaiden took the bottom of her shirt and slipped it off; next she reached her arms behind her and unclasped her bra. Her beautiful breasts bounced deliciously upon their release.
Michael licked his lips and took Jaiden's hand and lead her over to the bed.

He turned her so her back was to the bed and began to kiss her neck. He moved her hair out of the way and kissed own to the top of her shoulders.
Michael then bent down on one knee and reached his hands up to Jaiden's hips. He began to take off her panties and as he did, he let his hands run over her round bottom, then down the back so her thighs and down her calves until Jaiden's panties were off and she was able to step out of them.
Still bent in front of her, Michael grinned and looked almost as if he was blushing when he realized his face was inches from Jaiden's most feminine area.
Jaiden smiled a soft smile as she reached down her hand to help him stand up.
Once he was, she moved her body close to his and felt the warmth of his hairless chest against her breasts. Her hands glided down his smooth back as she began to kiss his perfect lips.
Jaiden was almost sure she could taste his desire.

Michael worked his tongue around Jaiden's wet mouth and felt the hardness of her nipples tickle his chest. He could feel her breathing begin to increase with each movement of his tongue across hers.
He moved forward and held on to Jaiden's body. The two began to lay down on the bed. Jaiden's eyes were closed, her mouth intensely busy, her hands roaming every part of Michael's body and as she began to lay down, she felt like everything was beginning to happen in slow motion.
Their tongues were moving slowly around, their kisses were deep and long and each touch was everlasting; each moan seemed to echo hauntingly.
Michael's lovely body landed gently on Jaiden's as the sun beams cascaded onto the bed. There was no hiding his body. She would see all of him in the natural light of the sun.
He reached one hand down and began to remove his underwear.
Jaiden's sense of awareness heightened upon feeling him do so, and her hands eagerly assisted.
With nothing in between them, their bodies clung together and their kisses intensified.
Michael's hand found its way to Jaiden's breast, followed by his mouth which sucked on her nipple, making Jaiden groan with pleasure. She knew she wanted him and she was ready --now.


Jaiden reached her hand down in between their hot bodies and let her inhibitions become dormant as her desire took over.
With her right hand, she found the focus of her desire. Michael gasped with intense pleasure as he felt Jaiden's hand on his manhood.
She began to move her thighs apart and whispered in Michael's ear.

"I want to feel you inside me. Let me put you inside of me."


Michael's penis throbbed and immediately felt ten times hotter in Jaiden's hand.
He felt her legs spread slightly open and then felt her move him to her opening...
God, she was hot. She was so wet.
Slowly Jaiden moved Michael's penis and placed the tip of him inside of her. Just that was enough to nearly send her over the edge. She lifted her buttocks slightly off the bed and guided Michael's manhood further into her. She could now begin to feel the thickness of him as her muscles contracted against him.
She began to feel the stretching while she pushed him further and further.


"Mmmmm...girl.....you're driving me crazy..." Michael groaned.


He resisted the urge to push into her and let Jaiden to all of the movements herself.
Jaiden knew that with one more push of her hand, Michael would be fully inside of her.
She moved him slightly into her and then gently back out, and then back in again.
Then with a slow, but firm push, she fully accepted all of him.


"Ohhhh....mmmmm...owww...mmmmmmmmm...." Jaiden's muscles struggled to relax against the stretching and fulness of Michael compltely inside of her.


She moved her hands and placed them in Michael's hair as she began kissing him while moving her hips in a circular motion.
Michael was sure that at some point, he was going to lose consciousness. He'd never had a woman guide him into her.
The sensation was incredible.
At that moment, as he began to push in and out of her, he could feel her muscles contracting against his shaft. His mouth eagerly devoured hers while sounds of pleasure escaped both himself and Jaiden.
Michael pushed into Jaiden with deep thrusts until he couldn't push deeper as he felt their pubic bones bump with each thrust. And even though he wanted to, he knew it was physically impossible to go any deeper.
Michael's movements quickened in pace and his hands couldn't seem to find a place to rest as they moved from underneath Jaiden, to her breasts, to her hair...

He wanted to slow it down, but his body had other ideas as he pumped in and out of her.
Soon, her felt the walls of Jaiden's vagina grip him and release him in a rhythm that told him that she was close to her climax.
Sliding inside of her over and over, he felt her sucking him in and it was as if her vagina was daring him to resist the intense force.


"Baby...I'm close....God.....you feel good gripping me like that." he said breathlessly.


Sweat was trickling down between Jaiden's breasts as she neared her climax. She could feel each ridge, each bump..every part of Michael inside of her.
His perfect rhythm was making it impossible to hold on any longer.

Jaiden reached behind her had and gripped tightly onto her pillow. Her breasts heaved with each deep breath she was taking.



"Oh my God. Oh my God. ...I'm gonna.... mmmmmmm...right there...mmmm....Michael...right there. Don't stop...yesssssssssssssssss........uhhhhhhhhhh....." Jaiden released the built up sexual frustration she'd felt far too long.
Her orgasm sounded more like an animalistic grunt as she pushed with intense force and came all over Michael's penis.

Her release undid Michael and he pushed deeply into her, spurting out everything he had.

"uhhh...ahhh...mmmmmmm..."......


He collapsed on top of her and tried to catch his breath. Jaiden tried to regulate her own breathing and could feel wetness of the sheets from their sweat, but also because she knew she came hard and some of her juices had leaked from her.


"That was....... ...nice." she said, her eyes still closed, her hands still gripping her pillow.


"Nice? That was fucking amazing!" Michael said into the crook of her neck.


"Michael! You just swore!" Jaiden laughed at hearing him say something so bold.


"I do that from time to time, girl." he said with a giggle.



He was still inside of her and Jaiden hoped her would stay there forever.

"So you liked it, huh?" Jaiden said.


"The feelings you were giving me...guiding me into you...mmmmmm...." Michael said and kissed Jaiden's neck.



"You were giving me some pretty good feeling too. I swear I could feel every inch of you, every line, every lump..." Jaiden said as she stretched out her neck so Michael could reach it easier.



"Yeah, well, I felt how wet you were. How deep you are. I felt your muscles pulling on to me until I couldn't take it any longer." Michael said as he began to lick Jaiden's neck and moved his head up and began kissing her jawline.



"I was the one who couldn't take it any longer. All your damn teasing and flirting the past while that I've had to resist...it all built up and then....mmmmmm...." Jaiden instantly began to become wet again just thinking of her orgasm moments before.
Michael could feel the wetness beginning all over again and it was enough to make him start to harden.


"You want to feel that again, girl?" Michael looked at Jaiden and raised his eyebrow at her. Jaiden felt Michael's penis begin to harden and and she as more than willing to make love to him over and over.

Jaiden took Michael's face in her hands and started to kiss him while she began to feel him moving inside of her.
Michael pushed his hips forward and backward in a beautiful rhythm as he danced on top of Jaiden's body once again.






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